Monday, August 16, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
alone

there are so many things i want you to know
so many things i wish i could say
so many words that i know you will never hear
you do something to me i can't explain..
i get all warm and tingly inside whenever you're near
but those feelings are gone..
along with my heart..
which has been yours from the very start..
you ripped it out..
and started messin around
you say you like me
but those three words im beginning to doubt
where are you when i need you the most..
when i need someone to talk to..
or when i cry..
you're only there when you need something from me
if you want my kiss..
if you want my love
you come in and make me fall for you all over again
then when you've had enough
you leave me alone
without so much as a goodbye
i try to be strong
to go with the flow..
but its hard to convince myself that this is right..
when i know inside that its wrong..
you say we're just friends..
and that nothing should happen..
then you say you love me..
that you want me forever
i dont understand
and i know i never will..
but i've taken your hand..
and i let you leave me hanging...
never knowing when you'll come to save me..
but sometimes you never come..
and im left to climb to safety by myself..
but i can't..
i keep falling back down, down..
never escaping the place im in..
until you come and lift me up..
then let me fall.
alone.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
cleaning.
sitting.
procrastination..
thinking.
well then..
oh really?
yeah..
sometimes..
thats cool..
i guess..
uhm..
fuck... im supposed to be cleaning my room..
oh... well... you might want to do that..
no... i dont.. but i will..
bye?
no.. not bye. you see.. im not actually talking to you.. im more talking to myself.. so... you see, it is not good bye.. for i am you, and you are me
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Change
You're becoming someone I no longer know...
Disrupting the freindship, that should forever grow...
When I look into your eyes, they only bring pain...
No longer the comfort that used to fall like rain..
Your heart, has turned to ice...
It scares away all, but the three blind mice..
Why can't we go back to the time of rainbows and bubbles?
Why must we be in the time of worries, and troubles...
Your smile to scream Hope, trust and love!"
Now all it screams, is "more lust and blood...."
You're becomeing someone nobody knows...
Scratching at our hearts.. like the icy snow...
Why can't you see...
That this is not who you are supposed to be...
What happened to the days, of hugging and giggles?
Why are they replaced, with ones of crying, and chills...
Gone is the girl, that...kisses and hugs...
In her place is a girl, who pushes, and shoves...
The smile she wears is fake...
She just doesn't want us to know..
That our hearts are at stake....
Your becoming someone I no longer know...
Disrupting the freindship, that should forever grow...
When I look into your eyes, they only bring pain...
No longer the comfort that used to fall like rain..
Your heart, has turned to ice...
It scares away all, but the three blind mice..
Why can't we go back to the time of rainbows and bubbles?
Why must we be in the time of worries, and troubles...
Your smile to scream Hope, trust and love!"
Now all it screams, is "more lust and blood...."
You're becomeing someone nobody knows...
Scratching at our hearts.. like the icy snow...
Why can't you see...
That this is not who you are supposed to be...
What happened to the days, of hugging and giggles?
Why are they replaced, with ones of crying, and chills...
Gone is the girl, that...kisses and hugs...
In her place is a girl, who pushes, and shoves...
The smile she wears is fake...
She just doesn't want us to know..
That our hearts are at stake....
Your becoming someone I no longer know...
blah
Blah.
A big glob of blah.
Blah is not a word that deserves Haha.
No, blah is a muchmore serious matter,
One to talk about with the Mad Hatter.
Blah is a favorite word of mine...
I savor the flavor,
Like a sharp red wine.
Blah is not a piece of fruit,
Blah is not wooden, like a musical flute.
Blah has much more magic, than Harry Potter's wand,
Blah has the power to creat a little puddle, or a shallow pond.
Blah is not a good role modle for the small, and the meek,
But blah is perfect for those who adventures seek.
As you might have already guessed,
I'm being very sarcastic.
But blah is actually QUITE magestic.
It's not a word that deserves Haha.
No, Blah is a much more serious matter..
And seeing as we just discused this wondrous word,
I could quite possibly be, the mentioned Mad Hatter.
A big glob of blah.
Blah is not a word that deserves Haha.
No, blah is a muchmore serious matter,
One to talk about with the Mad Hatter.
Blah is a favorite word of mine...
I savor the flavor,
Like a sharp red wine.
Blah is not a piece of fruit,
Blah is not wooden, like a musical flute.
Blah has much more magic, than Harry Potter's wand,
Blah has the power to creat a little puddle, or a shallow pond.
Blah is not a good role modle for the small, and the meek,
But blah is perfect for those who adventures seek.
As you might have already guessed,
I'm being very sarcastic.
But blah is actually QUITE magestic.
It's not a word that deserves Haha.
No, Blah is a much more serious matter..
And seeing as we just discused this wondrous word,
I could quite possibly be, the mentioned Mad Hatter.
you and me
If you're the trees,
Can I be the leaves?
If you're the ocean,
I'll be the sand.
When we play, I'll be the lady,
And you can kiss my hand.
If you ask me to dance,
I'll blush and say just maybe.
I'll be the bride,
You can be the groom,
As we parade around in our to big clothes..
When you go home,
Can I come too?
I can't live without you,
Cuz you and me..
We are friends forever you see.
Can I be the leaves?
If you're the ocean,
I'll be the sand.
When we play, I'll be the lady,
And you can kiss my hand.
If you ask me to dance,
I'll blush and say just maybe.
I'll be the bride,
You can be the groom,
As we parade around in our to big clothes..
When you go home,
Can I come too?
I can't live without you,
Cuz you and me..
We are friends forever you see.
the one
didn't know who i was looking for...
till i heard bout you, and i knew i needed more..
will you be my white knight?
upon your fiery steed..
Late at night I think of what i need..
ive lost sleep.. thinkin bout how we could be...
Your so perfect...
at least for me..
so baby, baby, why can't you see...
that your the one i need..
i want to be the one...
underneath the sun..
with you so happy...
i wish that we could be...
swimmin in the sea...
with the fishes so free..
swimmin with dolphins...
laughing with bummbbee bees...
watering our potted rocks..
knitting stripped socks...
i think that your the one...
all bubbly...
random, and funn...
didn't know who i was looking for..
till i heard bout you, and i knew i needed more..
will you be my white knight?
upon your fiery steed..
Late at night I think of what i need..
ive lost sleep.. thinkin bout how we could be...
Your so perfect...
at least for me..
so baby, baby, why can't you see...
that your the one i need..
i want to be the one...
underneath the sun..
with you so happy...
i wish that we could be...
swimmin in the sea...
with the fishes so free..
swimmin with dolphins...
laughing with bummbbee bees...
watering our potted rocks..
knitting stripped socks...
i think that your the one...
all bubbly...
random, and funn...
didn't know who i was looking for..
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