where'd you go

You're scared...
I can tell by the way you say my name..
Running... Running..
You reach me, and fall into my arms..
You hate playing the Hide And Seek game..
I hold you...talk to you..
Till you calm down..
We lay on the ground, looking up at the stars..
We talk about the Moon, Venus, and mars..
Neither of us really want to grow up..
But we know we have too..
So we make it last... every word...
Every whisper..
Every kiss... every hug....
Before we have to become teenagers again...
We stop and pretend..
That we are little kids..running through the sand..
We fall to the floor...in a pile of blankets...
Laughing...getting all tangled up...
Suddenly.. we get quiet....
Did you hear that? you ask me...
I get freaked out... but you start to giggle..
I feel stupid.. but you make it better.. by smiling your amazing smile...
I wish we never had to leave our fantasy world...
But its almost dawn...
You start to fade...
You cling to me... to maybe stay a little while longer.....
I start to cry...
You kiss away my tears.. as you start to slide by...
I'll see you again someday, you say to ease the pain...
But will i ever really see the real you again?
Sometime i think i feel you in the rain...
I wish, I wish... upon a star..
But i have never seen you...
Not even from afar...
Were you just a dream?
Or were you really there...
Running through the sand..
Playing with my hair??
I suppose i should go to bed soon..
But i want to be sure...
That i dont miss a single second..
Of this life that is a blur...
The hours seem to whiz by...
Like a bee in the sky...
Maybe tomorrow night..
Right before the light...
I'll find you in my happy place...
So i can see you, face to face.